Participant Victim 1
Participants Via Live
Feed Email
26.2.13
09.45 – 11.05
Sent: Tuesday, 26
February 2013, 8:01
Subject: Following
Situation 2
This is the day I aim to wait for male victim/s as they exit
the subterranean car park into the main shopping centre of the city. It is an
attempt to reverse the gendered predatory nature of much of the genealogy of
such observational works. But I am worried. I feel very uncomfortable about the
whole situation. I will, of course, make myself do it, force myself to
undertake the situation, but I am filled with fear of consequences. What if I
am too obvious? What if I am confronted, should I deny everything, look
disdainful at the affront, confess? What if my random selection becomes a wrong
time wrong place situation? What if I give an impression and receive unwanted
advances? I have not told my partner, partly because I feel uneasy about
locating myself in this genealogy, partly because he lacks sympathy with such
works and this project as a whole, mostly because I am putting myself into a
situation that he rightly would not like, that would make him fearful for my
safety ...
Sent: Tuesday, 26
February 2013, 9:45
Subject: Following
Situation 2
Drinking coffee. Preparing myself. Looked in the mirror.
Look tired. Strained. Puffy eyed. There is an edge about me. Feeling nervous.
Want to get started but coffee first...
Sent: Tuesday, 26 February
2013, 10:01
Subject: Following
Situation 2
I'm leaving the coffee shop to go stand in my decided
position, to wait for my mark, I wonder who and what they will be ...
Sent: Tuesday, 26
February 2013, 10:04
Subject: Following
Situation 2
I'm nervous. My heart is beating fast...
Sent: Tuesday, 26
February 2013, 10:08
Subject: Following
Situation 2
I'm standing in position by the lifts from the car park. I
am waiting for someone in particular but I don't yet know who. They must be
middle aged, male, alone, well to do, or look that way. The first individual
fitting that vague description will be my victim. My hands are shaking as I
type this into my phone...
Sent: Tuesday, 26
February 2013, 10:14
Subject: Following
Situation 2
I wonder how long I will wait. The lifts seem dead. Few are
arriving and those that do contain females or groups. A mother and her baby, a
man and an elderly woman, a red haired family with teenage boys, a middle aged
couple ... I am impatient to start. I want to get going. I want to fall into
the mundane and banal rhythm of my unknown victim's day ...
Sent: Tuesday, 26
February 2013, 10:15
Subject: Following
Situation 2
The perfect victim. Going back to the car park!
Sent: Tuesday, 26
February 2013, 10:26
Subject: Following
Situation 2
He's here. I'm off.
Sent: Tuesday, 26
February 2013, 10:36
Subject: Following
Situation 2
He is 6 foot. Short grey hair, beard of same colour. Green
top, beige trousers, small backpack black and grey. Aged 65? Picking up random
objects in Scandic hardware store. Plastic glass, batteries, notice board, note
books, shelf brackets, lighting, now in power tool section, sanders, drills,
mitre saw, shelf brackets again... I walk ahead. I am feeling paranoid I am too
obvious!
Sent: Tuesday, 26 February
2013, 10:42
Subject: Following
Situation 2
He has selected something to buy. I will queue after him. He
is wearing a white jumper. Holds glasses in his hand.
Sent: Tuesday, 26
February 2013, 10:48
Subject: Following
Situation 2
Does he suspect? I queued behind him. He left his ipod dock
on the counter and walked off. I asked the assistant what had happened. She
said he had gone to look at plastic ponchos and said he would come back. As I
left he returned to pay for the items he had left. I am waiting outside for him
to leave the shop. There he goes. Here I go... An electrical shop next.
Sent: Tuesday, 26
February 2013, 10:49
Subject: Following
Situation 2
He is trying out cameras. I am keeping my distance.
Sent: Tuesday, 26
February 2013, 10:49
Subject: Following
Situation 2
Up the escalators we go...
Sent: Tuesday, 26
February 2013, 10:52
Subject: Following
Situation 2
Into the xxxxx xxxx. Looking at xxxxx. Glasses on. Glasses
off. Glasses on to check out machines.
Sent: Tuesday, 26
February 2013, 10:59
Subject: Following
Situation 2
Following at a distance. Must speed up so I don't lose him.
Sent: Tuesday, 26
February 2013, 11:05
Subject: Following
Situation 2
He left the situation vicinty. It's over. Begin again. Same
waiting location. Same rules of play. Will text details this time...
Participant Victim 2
Participants Via Live
Feed Texts
26.2.13
11.34 – 13.35
Much of my work such as Chav at First Sight (2010-2012) is about
passing judgements, making assumptions about one another. Usually by the viewer
against the performer, but now that is reversed as the performer passes
judgement on the unwitting participant (who is linked to the viewer). This is in fitting with my objective to
reverse the gaze back upon the viewer.
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To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07964xxxxxx
Sent: 26 Feb 2013
11:34
I'm waiting at a pre-specified point of contact for a
participant to pass me by. They will be randomly selected by their adherence to
four identifying descriptions: male, middle-aged, well-dressed and alone. I
will follow them as they travel from the subterranean car park beneath the
city's main shopping centre and move around the situation vicinity. You are
also a participant in this work as I involve you through the following texts.
My updates will keep you abreast of the narrative as it unfolds...
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To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07964xxxxxx
Sent: 26 Feb 2013
11:36
Following Situation 2 an attempt to reverse the gendered
predatory nature of much of the genealogy of such observational works. But I am
worried. I feel very uncomfortable about the whole situation. I will, of
course, make myself do it, force myself to undertake the situation, but I am
filled with fear of consequences. What if I am too obvious? What if I am
confronted, should I deny everything, look disdainful at the affront, confess?
What if my random selection becomes a wrong time wrong place situation? What if
I give an impression and receive unwanted advances? I have not told my partner,
partly because I feel uneasy about locating myself in this genealogy, partly
because he lacks sympathy with such works and this project as a whole, mostly
because I am putting myself into a situation that he rightly would not like,
that would make him fearful for my safety ...
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To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07964xxxxxx
Sent: 26 Feb 2013
11:40
I'm nervous. My heart is beating fast. I don't know how long
I will have to wait. I wonder who he will be. I am filled with nervous
anticipation...
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To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07964xxxxxx
Sent: 26 Feb 2013
12:17
I wait an age. Everyone who passes does not fit the bill.
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To: 07815xxxxxx
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Sent: 26 Feb 2013
12:24
I'm about ready to give up. No one fits the bill, couples,
families, groups, mums and babies all pass me by. I wonder if men even shop.
Defining a work with such strict parameters works against me...
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To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07964xxxxxx
Sent: 26 Feb 2013
12:25
At last. The perfect participant. I'm going...
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To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07815xxxxxx
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Sent: 26 Feb 2013
12:27
He's sauntering. This is an apt word for how he moves about
the shopping centre. Gadget shop first. Watches. He looks at watches. I watch
him. Direct eye contact. I look down engrossed in my phone.
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To: 07815xxxxxx
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Sent: 26 Feb 2013
12:29
Grey black baseball cap. Short mousy hair. Grey fleece.
Light jeans. Trainers. Dressed younger than his age. I'd say late 30s. 5' 10 or
11. Slim build. He’s going up the escalator. I follow...
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To: 07815xxxxxx
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Sent: 26 Feb 2013
12:30
Heading for xxxxxxxxxx. Walking so slowly it is hard to
follow at this pace.
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To: 07815xxxxxx
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Sent: 26 Feb 2013
12:31
Down the escalators now. A strange path to follow, up and
down almost immediately. Is he aware of me already? Is he testing whether I am
following? A kind of doubling back?
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To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07964xxxxxx
Sent: 26 Feb 2013
12:33
He walks by. Directly in front of me. I remain with my eyes
to my phone.
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To: 07815xxxxxx
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Sent: 26 Feb 2013
12:34
He definitely seems to be circling the shop. Upstairs again!
Up the escalators. This is unnerving. He
must know!
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Sent: 26 Feb 2013
12:38
I take great interest in bags as he browses watches. I want
him to realize and confront me but am terrified he will. Up more escalators, up
again to the top floor...
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To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07964xxxxxx
Sent: 26 Feb 2013
12:39
I've lost him. I'm going in search.
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To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07815xxxxxx
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Sent: 26 Feb 2013
12:45
Found him! Relief. Thought it was all over. he was back at
the watches. I will stick close to him this time. We are leaving the shop. I
think my paranoia was just that, paranoia...
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To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07964xxxxxx
Sent: 26 Feb 2013
12:46
I'm a metre behind him. Staying close. Matching his pace.
Copying his footfall.
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To: 07815xxxxxx
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Sent: 26 Feb 2013
12:46
Is it too obvious? Am I too obvious?
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Sent: 26 Feb 2013
12:49
I am enjoying this close proximity. This mirroring of pace
and direction. He seems agitated. Hesitating momentarily, looking left and
right, but moving on, walking on, not yet turning to see who it is directly
behind...
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To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07815xxxxxx
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Sent:
26 Feb 2013 12:50
We are in a coffee shop. I am directly
behind him in the queue. I buy whatever he buys. I will sit opposite him and
watch as he eats and drinks.
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Sent:
26 Feb 2013 12:51
A black coffee and a lemon cake. A
strange combination.
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Sent:
26 Feb 2013 12:53
I ask for the same. £4.25. I am sat
opposite. He plays with his phone. I am mirroring him.
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Sent:
26 Feb 2013 13:02
I wonder how he can enjoy this cake and
coffee. It tastes rank. I watch him engrossed in his phone. I have become bold
sitting here, watching him openly. He is oblivious.
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To: 07815xxxxxx
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Sent:
26 Feb 2013 13:27
He is up and leaving. I leave also. My
coffee and cake hardly touched. We are back out into the main arena. He is
walking fast now. Straight into a card shop. He browses wrapping paper, paper
bags...
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To: 07815xxxxxx
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Sent:
26 Feb 2013 13:33
With little ceremony he has chosen a
card, oriental in design, so quickly selected I did not even see him pick it
up. And a gift bag. Tacky, blue, grey and yellow flowers. He pulls out a
ceramic bowl wrapped in bubble wrap to see if it fits into the bag. A gift with
little thought. His purchases cost £3.
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Sent:
26 Feb 2013 13:34
He has left the shop and is sat on a
bench. I will walk behind him so I can see what he does without being observed.
The bowl into the gift bag. The gift bag into another bag. Scarf blue and red
stripped, jumper green, computer lead all go back into the bag. He stands and
turns and walks away. I am disappointed he did not write the card. I wanted to
know who was to receive this gift. He is striding off. I am striding too to
catch up.
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To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07815xxxxxx
To: 07964xxxxxx
Sent:
26 Feb 2013 13:35
He is leaving the situation vicinity. It
is over.
